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Carry On – Rainbow Rowell – Review

Simon Snow is the chosen one but he can’t manage his magic. He barely can cast a spell. He isn’t doing well in school. He hates his roommate and is sure that roommate is a vampire.

Baz is a vampire and trying to hide who he is from his roommate. There is also the fact that he is in love with his roommate.

There is a threat following them around and they have to figure out what is going on before their whole world comes crumbling down.

I think this book was just plain fun. Once you realize not to take it seriously you are able to enjoy it for what it is; a parody of the chosen one trope. I laughed. It was lighthearted and and easy read.

I never felt bogged down or even nervous or scared. It isn’t a book where you worry about the lives of anyone. It isn’t something you wonder what is going to happen next or worry that the whole world is going to break down around the reader or the characters. It is a fun adventure.

I also like the way Simon and Baz’s relationship was handled. When Simon realizes he is attracted to Baz he doesn’t run and hide. There is no crisis of identity. He almost put it to the side. He doesn’t know how to name it but he knows he is attracted to Baz.

I thought the idea of not knowing how to label it but not being afraid of these new feelings was well handled. I am someone who thinks labels make life so much more complicated. You get stuck thinking you have to fall into all the definitions of those labels instead of just enjoying the attraction you have to someone else. I liked that they didn’t fight the relationship in that sense.

I think one of the things that would be really helpful for this book is to know it is supposed to be a parody or that it is based off a fan fiction from another one of her books. I have not read Rowel’s others books but I did know this was based off a fan fiction world.

Knowing this was not supposed to be serious helped me enjoy it. At the end she mentions what the inspiration was for the story. I think moving that to the beginning would be very helpful. If I was someone who didn’t know that it was supposed to be a tongue in cheek idea I would have found it too silly and weird. I don’t know if I would have even finished reading it because I would have thought it felt like fan fiction.

I did not connect with Agatha’s character. She was Simon’s girlfriend but that is all I really remember about her. She didn’t strike me as anyone who changed throughout the story. She was there to have someone else to talk to and someone to fight them on their plans.

I think her character could have been combined with Penny’s and we wouldn’t have lost anything significant in the story.

I did give this book 4 stars because it was fun and the love story was sweet. I think making sure everyone knows it is supposed to read like fan fiction and helping Agatha’s character become more robust would have made it a five star.

Wicked Saints – (Something Dark and Holy #1) – Emily A. Duncan – Review

Nadya has spent her whole life being told she is the savior her people needs. She is the only one able to speak with all the gods. She is going to be the one to bring back the gods to the heathens and save her people from the war. What happens when she is cut off from her gods and begins to learn the truth about who they are and what they truly want? Can she change her destiny?
Malachiasz is considered a monster. He has a dark past, one he can’t escape. Can he find a way to live his life while also protecting the new people he has come to love and care about?
Serafin is a prince who is out to prove his family wrong. He has been shipped off to the front lines of the war his whole life. Now he has to take a stand and make a name for himself. Can he find himself and save his kingdom at the same time?

“We’re all monsters, Nadya,” […] “Some of us just hide it better than others.”

Mal achiasz, page, 233

This was a book I got in an Owlcrate subscription box. I don’t know if I would have picked it up on my own but I did find myself intrigued by it. I loved the idea of the gods and this new mythology. Mythology is something that has always interested me. The way that people used stories and gods to help make sense of the world is one of those things that I adore.

I also love reading books where whole new gods and mythologies are created. I thought this one did a great job at putting us in this world and helping us to understand the gods and who they were. You got a good sense of how they behaved, what they wanted and who they favored. They didn’t feel jumbled around around or too confusing. The few sentences we got in the beginning of some of the chapters were enough to give me a clear idea of who we were talking about.

I liked that this book felt like there was a lot of potential to this story. This one did a lot of the set up a first book needs to do and it did it well. It left me wondering about what could happen next and where the story is going. I liked the hints at the creation of the gods and what that could mean. I will probably read the next book for that aspect alone; I really want to know the origins of these gods and what that means for the characters.

I also thought it interesting how Nadya’s crisis of faith was handled. She is someone who grew up being told her gods were the only beings that mattered and the only ones who could help her. She defined herself by them. Then she is thrown into a new world where she is cut off from them and begins learning new things that plant doubts in her mind. It was interesting to see her start to think for herself and begin to consider the idea that what she has been fed and told her whole life may not be true.

“It’s what we tie to the word ‘god,’ I think that bothers me. This idea that these beings are so much more than we could ever be so they deserve our worship.”

Malachiasz, page 172

I was not thrilled with any of the characters. None of them stood out to me as ones that I could latch on to. They all had good elements but none felt fully developed and fledged out.

Nadya’s story centered around her trying to find herself and I liked that to a point. I felt though too often she fell back on her old thinking and was constantly going back and forth. I wanted her to be a bit stronger.

I think Malachiasz’s character was the one that felt like he had the most potential to me. He is one that we are supposed to see as the villain. We are supposed to fear him. But we quickly see his soft and good side. That whole storyline moves well until the end. The decision he makes at the end completely flips his whole character development on its head. I felt disappointed by his choice and I am hoping there is more to it in the next book.

“Where would she be when the agony of losing everything finally caught up with her; would she be in a place where she could handle it?”

Nadya, page 83

I have said this before and I will continue to say it until it becomes something YA books truly consider; not every friendship has to lead to a romance!

I love a good romance. I am all for characters finding that one person who understands them and helps them grow. I adore a sweet couple and one that I can relate to. What I don’t like is two people who are afraid of each other, hate each other, despise each other one minute then have one small moment and are suddenly falling all over one another.

That is not how love or attraction works! You don’t despise someone, and then they touch your arm and you get tingly and throw everything out the window. You might begin to see a different side of them and that can be a slow burn that takes time. There is nothing wrong with a romance that gradually develops as a character learns who the other one truly is. I love that storyline, but that takes time and effort. That needs to be done slowly.

This book went one minute of Nadya being terrified of a certain character and considering him a monster to feeling like she has to kiss him. How is that possible? I could not figure out how one moment changed it all and enough to create this desire that trumped everything else in her life. That just did not sit well with me.

“I’m the first person who refuse to fail.”

Page 314

I ended up giving this book three stars, mostly because of the potential I saw in it. I have a feeling the plot can go in a very interesting direction. I probably will read the sequel but I really hope the characters get better in the next one.

The 7 1/2 Deaths of Evelyn Hardcastle – Stuart Turton – Review

Adian wakes up each day in a different body. He is charged with one task, find out who killed Eveyln Hardcastle. The issue is that he doesn’t remember much when he wakes up and his hosts aren’t the most savory of people. The mystery begins to unravel and he realizes this is more than a simple murder case. What if the answer to this mystery destroys more lives then is saves?

“Live doesn’t always leave you a choice in how you live it.”

Page 120

“Every life has such weight. I don’t know how anybody carries even one.”

Page 396

I picked up this book merely for the summary. I had not heard of it or seen it anywhere until I found it in the bookstore. I then began seeing it more places later on. I liked the idea of him switching bodies, that is what drew me into the story.

I am not the biggest mystery fan. I like them but they have to have more to them then just being about a murder and putting the pieces together. I watch a lot of shows like Bones and Criminal Minds and I think that makes it hard for me to read these book because I can predict them too easily. I like when I don’t know what is coming and have to put the pieces together.

The mystery of this book was fantastic. It was so intricate that you really need to pay attention as you read or else you will miss pieces. It was well- laid out. Sometimes these kind of stories will be hard to follow or else the clues are super obvious. Or you get that moment where all the information is dumped onto you in one minute. This spread it all out well, the pieces fell naturally into place and weren’t forced.

I thought too the vast difference in the hosts was extremely interesting. They were all very specific people and you realize quickly that everyone is showing one face to the people in the house and hiding secrets of their own. It becomes one of those stories where it is not as much about the murder but all the issues being hidden by everyone else. I also like that everyone’s tales intertwined with each other. There was no line left hanging.

The ending of his book and the twist is what made this book for me. I had an idea there was something more coming but not to the extent of what was revealed. It reminded me of the “White Bear” episode in “Black Mirror.” (Which is one of my favorite Black Mirror episodes). It threw the whole thing to a whole new level. The ending made you question everything and I found myself thinking about it days after I closed the book.

“…what use is rearranging the furniture if you burn the house down doing it?”

page 150


I think the only part that tripped me up a little was keeping the characters straight at times. As I stated above they all have their own stories and their own pieces to the puzzle and I found myself a little lost at times. I was trying to remember what one person did and who they were related to. I think maybe even including a form the reader can fill out and track the information would have been fun and helpful.

“These masks we wear betray us. They reveal us.”

Page. 277

There was nothing in this book that was not acceptable to me. I thought the mystery tied up well. The overall story tied up well. The characters were engaging. The setting was fun, if not a little generic. It was a fun read.

I gave this story four stars. I loved the way it was written, it was a well woven mystery and I was enthralled with the whole story. Just a few more ways to keep things straight would have made it a five star read.




Nevernight and Godsgrave – Jay Kristoff – Review

(I am going to review both books since I finished them while I was on my hiatus and the way I think about them is as one entity. It is just easier to review them at the same time instead of trying to piece out what happened in which book).

“The books we love, they love us back. And jut as we mark our places in the pages, those pages leave their marks on us. I can see it in you as I see it in me. You’re a daughter of words. A girl with a story to tell.”

Nevernight, pg. 243

Mia is our for revenge. Her father was killed. Her mother and brother imprisoned. She was supposed to die but escaped. Now she has a list of people that need to die. The only way she knows how to get her true revenge is by joining an elite group of assassins. But the test to get in is brutal. Even after she makes it the world is not as simple as she would like to think. Is revenge necessary and needed and who are her real enemies?

“Never flinch.” A cold whisper in her ear. “Never fear. And never, ever forget.”

Nevernight, pg. 16

This is again one of those book series that I have seen around but never pariticualy felt drawn to. I liked the premise but it didn’t stand out as anything too unique. Plus I thought it was more YA assassin and I thought it might be a little watered down.

Boy was I wrong on all accounts. First of all this is NOT YA. The author frequently says this and I have no idea how anyone who has read it can mistake it for YA. I know the protagonist is a teenager but damn this is beyond what you find in YA novels. I mean it opens with Mia literally losing her virginity and killing someone. This is how this series starts and the tone is set from that page onwards. (The way the same language is used to describe both scenes is poetry in action and I was blown away by that bit of storytelling).

Mia is my new favorite person. I adore her because she is one of those characters that is so dark and deep that you realize you will never truly understand her. You watch her struggle with her plans, her past and her present. She is constantly wondering if she is making the right choice while also taking lives in the process. While she questions the world around her, she is also not one to lay down at someone’s feet and let them control her.

Mia has complete control of her life and I admire that. Even with everything against her she finds a way to hold onto herself. She doesn’t forget who she is truly on the inside. She could become this full on killer or this wrecked soul instead she finds a way to be both.

Another thing I loved about this series is that it is unapologetically dark. People die, a lot. People are killed in brutal ways. People betray others and don’t care. People look out for themselves and themselves only. There is no sugar coating the darkness. There is no sidestepping around the issues trying to find the moral way of looking at things. Sometimes the world is dark and sometimes it is brutally dark. I like that Kristoff doesn’t sanitize it. You worry about the character because you know that they might not die but they will not come out of this series whole.

I also liked the way all the characters develop throughout the story. This story doesn’t have any shallow characters. There is no one who is just there to talk or be part of a backstory. Everyone has depth. Everyone has meaning. I feel like they are all alive and I worry about all of them. I want my favorites to make it but I know that won’t happen. In the end I want them to have a full and true story and I feel like that that is what we will get from this series.

“If you can’t hurt the ones who hurt you, sometimes hurting anyone will do.”

Nevernight, pg. 210

This is purely because of my personal preference and has nothing to do with the actual writing or story itself. I got a little bored in the middle of Godsgave because of the amount of battle sequences and fighting sequences.

The whole premise of that book is that Mia is part of this fighting ring in order to get close to one of those she wants to kill. To get to the end point she has to go through a number of fights and training. I am not someone who enjoys reading about battles, fighting or training to fight. I find the descriptions boring. I find it hard to focus on those moments.

The scenes were all well written and conveyed the story well. I just didn’t connect with those moments as much. Though I will say that the connection between the characters throughout this time was great. I found new favorites and feared for them during the fights.

“But there is beauty in knowing all things end, Mia. The brightest flames burn out the fastest. But in them, there is warmth that can last a lifetime.”

Godsgrave, pg. 134

There was nothing that stood out and threw me out of the book. I was able to predict many of the coming deaths. There is a lot of the – here is a character we are growing attached to, and now they are dead. Or the look, they got what they want or will get it and now they are dead. But that is not unsurprising in a book like this. You have to do that many times in order drive home what is at stake for everyone in the story.

I gave Nevernight five stars and Godsgrave four stars. As I stated above for Godsgrave I knocked off a star just because of my issue with the huge focus on fights. But as a whole I would defiantly give this series five stars so far. I can’t wait for DarkDawn in September. (I even preordered it and I never do that!)

“Thats the power of words: twenty-six letters can paint a whole universe.”

Godsgrave, pg. 265

Muse of Nightmare – Laini Taylor – Review

(This is a review for the second book in the series. Potential spoilers for the first book)

Sari has finally found true love. She has found a way to move her home and start life anew. Though that is a bit hampered by the fact that she is dead. Minya is out for revenge and is the one that holds onto Sari’s thin thread of life. Can Sari save not only herself but her siblings and Lazlo from oblivion.

For me this series has seemed more Minya’s series than Sari and Lazlo’s. While I like their characters I felt like Minya’s storyline was the more intriguing and interesting of the three.

I thought the way that Minya’s and Nova’s stories of revenge and anger were told were interesting. I felt like Nova’s story shocked Minya and put what she was fighting for in perspective. Minya was blinded by her anger and her fear. She wanted to fix something that could never be fixed.

We see that Minya has been the one holding too many secrets for way too long. She knows what life was like before The Carnage. She knows what she had to do in order to save her siblings. She is a child that had to make adult decisions that became etched into her soul.

While Nova was angry at being separated from her sister. She was single minded and she was ruthless. We see that she stopped caring about anyone and I think seeing her and where she ended up shocked Minya. I liked the way the story used Nova’s story to give Minya to see the consequences of her actions.

I also like that we learn more about the different realms or realities in this book. There was a good hint at where a series could continue to go in this world. Particularly with Thyon. I am very curious to know more about him and would love to get a whole series or book about him alone. I feel like there is a deep story there to explore.


I stated it above but I felt like Sari and Lazlo were telling this story but shouldn’t have been telling this story. I felt like their story ended in the first book. They both got what they wanted, they fixed their issues and in this one they became more a victim of circumstance than anything else.

I felt like they had no conflict or place to go after the first book. There was no real development of either of their characters. They were stagnant. Not saying I didn’t like them but I wanted to know them better, feel more connected to them. In the end I just felt like I wanted to get around them to get to the other characters.

We got hints at the original gods story but we didn’t get nearly as much detail as I would have liked. It started off promising. We got Nova’s story which was the beginning of Skathis and his crew but then it was rushed through. We got a paragraph describing how he got to Weep and that was it.

I felt like we needed to know more about them. I wanted to understand them and why they were so cruel and evil. Why did they choose this city to use as a hunting ground? Why did they go after all the women here? Did they do that other places? What were their plans? What were their histories? It may have been too much for this story but I felt like we needed a bit more to them.

I gave this book 3 stars. I think if it had answered a few more questions and tied Lazlo and Sari’s characters into the story more I would have felt like it was more complete.


“Have an enemy, be an enemy. Hate those who hate you. Hate them better. Hate them worse. Be the monster they fear the most.” (pg. 35)

“You can be on the same side and have different ideas.” (pg. 110)

“The mind is good at hiding things, but there’s something it cannot do: It can’e erase. It can only conceal, and concealed things are not gone. They rot. They fester, they leak potions. They ache and stink. They hiss like serpents in tall grass.” (pg. 227)

“There comes a certain point with a hope or a dream, when you either give it up or give up everything else.” (pg 328)

“Wishes don’t just come true. They’re only the target you paint around what you want. You still have to hit the bull’s-eye yourself.” (pg. 507)

Strange The Dreamer- Laini Taylor – Review

Lazlo Strange is an outsider. He was orphaned by a war and left with a group of monks. He has grown up thinking he is nothing, just someone to be there to help but never to stand out in the crowd. He lives for one thing, the lost city of Weep.

He is the only one who remembers the real name of Weep which was stolen from his mind. He is the only one who believes that the place is real. He makes it his life mission to find this land and prove its existence.

That chance comes and he is taken to his long dreamed of land. Only it is not a magical place, like he thought. It is lost and needs his help. He finds that what he believed is not the whole story. Weep has a dark past, one that is being told from only one side.

On the other side of Weep’s story is Sari and her siblings. Children of gods who are thrown into a life they don’t know how to navigate. Are they the monsters everyone fears they are? If your parents do horrible things are you then horrible as well? Can you make peace with your past to live for a better future?

This book explores an idea that fascinates me which how is evil created. Is evil something that is born into someone or is evil created by circumstance? The godspawn in this story are the product of evil acts by their parents. They are babies when their parents are killed in what they call The Carnage.

They can’t even remember what happened, except for Minya; more on her in a minute. Sparrow, Ruby, Feral and Sari were left orphaned by the people who were wronged by these gods. They did not grow up with the anger and dangerously dark influence of their parents. They got to grow up on their own, teaching themselves the rules of the world.

The people of Weep though only see their parent’s past mistakes. They hold onto the memories of that darkness. They can’t fathom the idea that Sari and her siblings are not their parents. They believe these gods are evil to their core, that it is part of their nature. But we see that not being true. We see the good these characters can do. I loved that idea and the way it was explored through the different characters.

Minay was the most fascinating character to me. First she is stuck in the body of a six year old. We know she has the mind of an adult but her growth stopped after The Carnage. The idea of this angry child walking around stuck with me. I can see her having this rough and dark attitude but then being in this small body, almost too small to contain all that anger and hurt.

She is the only one who remembers The Carnage. She saved who she could and it eats at her soul that she could not save more of the babies. We see that she is full of anger and resentment towards the people of Weep. She blames all of them for one man’s actions.

It provides an interesting question for the reader. Who is in the wrong? Is anyone in the wrong? The Godslayer did what he thought he had to do to protect his people. Minya did the same. Both see the other as monsters and both are right in a sense. I am very interested to see how this plays out in the second book.

While I like Lazlo and Sari’s relationship it took me a little by surprise. They moved really fast in their falling for each other and for me I felt it was a bit too fast.

Sari has been manipulated and isolated her whole life and she finally finds someone outside of the other godspawn who can see her. She is captivated by him and I understand why. What I didn’t understand was why she fell in love with him right away. I wanted to see her explore who he was more, to try to underhand where he came from better. I even wanted her to be a bit cautious and suspicious of him. Instead she falls right into his arms.

While it didn’t annoy me too much and didn’t make me hate their characters, I did feel like it made them a bit cliche. I am always looking for a character to act outside the norm and wanted her to be a bit darker and edgier. I am curious to see how Sari’s character develops in the next book.

There was nothing that made me upset to removed me from the story. I did feel like it was building quite a bit and a lot of set up but the story telling kept me interested. I think the writing itself helped move the slower parts along.

“It was impossible, of course.
But when did that ever stop any dreamer from dreaming?” – pg. 25

“Beautiful and full of monsters?
All the best stories are.” – pg. 115

“And that’s ho you go on. You lay laughter over the dark parts. The more dark parts, the more you have to laugh. With defiance, with abandon, with hysteria, any way you can.” pg. 135

“Here was the radical notion that you might help someone simply because they needed it.” pg. 287


The Past and Other Things that Should Stay Buried – Shaun David Hutchinson – Review

Dino and July were best friends at one time. That friendship ended and now they are enemies. Now July is dead and Dino is lost. What happens when July sits up in his parent’s funeral home, alive but no quite? Can they fix what was broken? Or will their feud cause a rift in the world itself, stalling death and destroying life as we know it?

The reason I like Shaun David Hutcinson’s books and stories so much is because he knows how to write characters. His characters are vibrant and full of life (no pun intended). He creates people you can find in any place in the world and feel like you can connect with them. Any story that can create characters that I can understand is a story I am going to enjoy.

Dino was a great character. He is one of those people I can relate to really well. He is someone who wants to make sure the people around him are taken care of and are understood. He is willing to put aside what he wants or likes in order to make others happy. He is pretending he is going to join the family business to avoid the conflict with his family.

He spend so much time trying to keep the peace and please others he is losing himself. I understood him because I am much the same way. I define myself by how the people around me are doing. If I can help them and make them happier then I assume I am happier. I forget that sometimes you have to find your own way and find what you want. Sometimes you have to define yourself in your own terms and hope others understand. And if they are people who love you and care about you they will understand.

Now July is Dino’s opposite. July is harsh and brash. She is someone who is going to fight you at a drop of a hat. She is someone who will tell you what she thinks, could care less about what you think and is going to tell you why you are wrong. She is the kind of person that when you first meet her you are going to be turned off by her attitude. You are going to think her rude and selfish.

What Hutchinson does is show that she has a softer side. Right away we see that she cares about her family. Throughout the story you see her reasons for her actions and you realize she is willing to fight for those she cares about. She is just lost. She needs that softer and kinder hand to temper her down. I loved her character because she was complicated. While she was annoying and harsh I understood her. I liked that we see that life is not easy and understanding people is complicated.

Hutchinson has a tendency to put in slight bits of the supernatural or the otherworldly in his books. In we are the ants it was aliens but you never wanted to quite understand the aliens. The larger story dominated and you knew the aliens were there and were important but you didn’t focus on them.

Unfortunately that didn’t work as well in this book in my opinion. I wanted that deeper connection to the story so I didn’t constantly wonder at the reason that July was back from the dead and why no one else was dying. That is touched on but never explained. I found myself wondering about it the whole book unlike we are the ants where I barely registered the aliens purpose.

I think that is largely because this book felt like it was a lot of running around in circles. They went from one place to another and had a heart to heart conversation over and over again. I felt like we could have done all of this really well in a short story or even a novella. I think the larger format made it so we had to rehash ideas too often and drug it out. I think I would have connected more if the story had been shorter.

While the plot didn’t hold my attention it didn’t throw me out of the book. It didn’t make it unreadable and I wasn’t just waiting to get to the end. There was nothing that really stuck out as parts that I disliked. It was a quick read that hit some powerful notes.

I gave the book three stars. While I loved the characters and the development of them I just wish the plot had been a bit more robust or the story had been shorter.

Quotes

“People, Like cats are obsessed with boxes. Cats are content to squeeze their own furry assess into boxes clearly too small for them, whereas humans take sadistic pleasure in trying to shove one another into boxes.” (pg. 14)

“Mirrors are liars. They never show us what’s truly there. They show us what we expect to see.” (pg. 134)

“Men who’ve been taught that emotions are a weakness, and they’re never to show weakness, or they bottle it up and camouflage it with laughter or anger or silence.” (pg. 171)

“Even when she didn’t know who she was, she fought for the right to screw up and figure it out on her own.” (pg.235)

The Invisible Library – Genevieve Cogman – Review

There is a Library full of Librarians whose job it is to go to alternate worlds and find important books. They are returned to the Library where they are kept safe and all knowledge is contained in one space. Irene is a junior librarian, someone raised her whole life in this world. Kai is her trainee with secrets. Together they are tasked with retrieving a version o the Grimm fairytales. Seems easy until twists, turns and secrets are revealed. Quickly it becomes a quest for survival for not only the book but themselves as well.

I love the concept of this book. I loved the idea that there are alternate worlds all connected through this Library. The idea that there are people whose sole job it is to go into all these worlds and get important books is fantastic. This is 100% the job I would want if it was an option.

I love that this also connect magic into these worlds. At first I wondered if it was just going to be alternate worlds that certain things didn’t happen in. But no, there are worlds like our own and then there are world with magic and then there are worlds that are a combination of both. I like this because it extends the scope of these stories. I wonder how they will play out throughout the series.

Kai was an interesting character. I knew there was something more about him from the very beginning. You get a hint he is hiding something. I liked the fact that he can switch his personalities so much. One minute he is able to play a proper gentleman of the times then he goes into thief mode. As a reader I felt like I was kept guessing. We still don’t know everything about him and I wonder where his story will go.

Alderich is also an interesting character. I know there is so much more to their story. I want to know how they became who they are. ( I am going to use they because it is unclear what Alderich is at this point, whether human or even has a gender). There is mystery here and I am curious about it all.

I had a few minor issue that didn’t necessarily take me out of the book but kind of gave me pause. First I wasn’t thrilled with the Language system being called The Language. It felt like a lazy name to me. Every time I read it was jarring almost like it was left there a placeholder and was never changed. I felt like it could just have used a better title.

While this world as fascinating I found myself very unclear of how it all worked. I don’t quite understand The Language itself. Why it matters? Who can use it? How do you use it? How do you learn it? I felt like it was there as a way to get out of situations.

I also didn’t quite get the whole chaos idea. It was vaguely explained but I needed a bit more to understand it. Why was there this chaos idea? Why are Fae the main issue around it? How does it work? Why is it called chaos? I again felt like it was hinted at but no real detail given.

My biggest issue with this book was Irene. I honestly did not care for her character at all. She was all over the place. She felt like a strong minded character at the beginning but she got weaker and weaker as the story went on. I thought she could take care of herself but then she went alll damsel who needed men to save her.

She got herself into situations that made no sense. She inner monologued a lot but she never came to any real conclusions in time. She doubted herself too often. She was vague about what she was talking about. I just wanted her to get herself together a bit more. I hope she gets better throughout the series.

I ended up giving this book 3 stars. There is a lot of potential here. The world in fascinating. Some of the characters are great. The mystery is there. I am planning on continuing on with the series but just not right away. I just hope it gets better.

Fear the Fantastic – Everworld #6 – K.A. Applegate – Mini-Review

Christopher, April, David and Jalil are once again on the run. They made their escape from Fairy Land and are on the hunt for a way home. A few missteps and they end up in Hewten territory. There they meet Dionysus and Ganymede, two Greek gods. They need to rescue their new friends and make it out alive, a task that is easier said than done when you have to travel through Ka Anor’s territory.

(This is a mini review for the 6th book in the Everworld series. There may be spoilers for the previous five books).

When I started reading this book I realized that I remember very little of this one. I knew it was Christopher’s story and that it involved a lot of the Hewten. The issue I see is that I don’t feel that attached to the Ka Anor or Hewten storyline.

This book should have made me afraid. It should have been tense and made me scared of this threat. Instead I just felt bored. I like the other books and the other stories because it is all about different gods and these teenagers trying to navigate this world. This one was kind of boring.

I found myself just wanting to get out of the area, knowing that they would and move on to Olympus. I didn’t care about the Hewten city. I didn’t care about the fact they could get eaten alive. The threat felt minimal. Even when we see Ka Anor (which I can’t really picture at all) I still didn’t feel that scared or upset at the situation. I think it is because it was so abstract and nothing much truly happened.

The saving grace of this book was Christopher. I have always like his character and this book solidified why. Christopher is the type of character that appears one way but is deeper and more considerate underneath. He hides his insecurities under humor and makes some off color jokes but in this book you see who he truly is. He is a guy who just wants to live and have fun. He doesn’t want to be bogged down with responsibility and moral codes. But he realizes that sometimes you have to make decisions that will haunt you.

I forgot how many deeper issues these books touch on. In this one we see that Christopher has to choose between what he knows is right and his job. He realizes some may seem him as this hard, racist and sexist guy when in reality he is just someone who makes a joke but doesn’t mean them. He begins to realize the face he is showing to the world and the person who truly is are getting confused and misconstrued. I came away from this book wanting to see how far his character grows and who he becomes.

Black Wings Beating – Alex London – Review

Kylee has a secret, one that could change her and her brother’s life forever. The village they live in is being threatened by an outside force. They need to go on a mission to capture the elusive Ghost Eagle. Can Kylee help her brother without revealing who she truly is? Can Brysen prove his worth outside of his sister and save the boy he loves? What happens when secrets get out and the world around them begins to tip?

This book is about the relationship between this society and their falcons and birds. I adore any story that surrounds animals. (Though I always get nervous because I don’t know if an animal is going to survive). I love to see the way stories tell about the relationship between a people and their animals.

This one is interesting because of the way the story works with the birds. I like that the villagers can tame the birds but are never in full control of them. They know that they can’t fully keep these birds down. They know they deserve to fly and be free and it kind of comments back on their way of life as well.

I also like Kylee’s character and her relationship with her brother Brysen. Kylee is a strong minded person who realizes she also has responsibilities. I liked her because you saw that she wanted to get away and be free but she also was not going to let her brother get hurt in the process.

The sibling relationship was the best part of this book. That dynamic grew throughout the story and you saw the secret ways they tried to help each other. You realize that Kylee has always been trying to protect her brother even if he doesn’t release it. You see that Brysen needs his sister if he won’t admit it. I liked that build up and that growth.


I wasn’t fully attached to any of the characters. I liked Kylee but she wasn’t someone I latched onto. She was there but I didn’t find myself scared of what would happen to her. The same went for Brysen. They felt a little flat to me.

I felt like we were told a lot about who they are but never truly shown those things. We got them thinking it over but never acting out to show that side of themselves. You knew that they had secrets but it didn’t feel life altering. I wanted more to be at stake for them. I even wanted them to have more negative or darker sides to them.

The story didn’t feel like it had high stakes to me. I felt like we were just moving piece to piece. I didn’t feel like there was anything in the way that was going to truly stop them. It felt like it was just moving gently along. One issue solved then another and it solved without much fuss.

I didn’t feel any urgency from the plot. I didn’t feel like I wanted to rush to the end. Even the end didn’t leave me wanting the next book right now. I may read the sequel one day when it comes out but I won’t rush out to get it.

I gave this book 3 stars because it was fun to read, loved the birds but wanted it feel like more was at stake and like there was a possibility of true failure.

“Kylee hated the assumption that boys always made when she was made, like her emotions weren’t a part of her thinking mind like theirs but rather tied to the moons and the winds like an animal’s.” (pg. 53)

“The truth was rarely kind, so why not let a lovely lie linger?” (pg. 101)

“It wasn’t the words themselves that had power but the memories that stuck to words like ticks to deer, draining and infecting them. If you shut down your memory and ignored the knowing-self inside you, you could say anything.” (pg. 127)

“He was the sort of man who’d rather take a punch than let go of his hate.” (pg. 186)

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